Finding Love in the Harsh Montreal Winters: a Review of The Lonely Hearts Hotel by Heather O’Neill

Historical Fiction
Publisher: Riverhead Books
Publication date: February 7th, 2017
Format: Paperback
Source: Times Reads
Page Count: 389

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With echoes of The Night Circus, a spellbinding story about two gifted orphans in love with each other since they can remember whose childhood talents allow them to rewrite their future.

The Lonely Hearts Hotel is a love story with the power of legend. An unparalleled tale of charismatic pianos, invisible dance partners, radicalized chorus girls, drug-addicted musicians, brooding clowns, and an underworld whose economy hinges on the price of a kiss. In a landscape like this, it takes great creative gifts to thwart one’s origins. It might also take true love.

Two babies are abandoned in a Montreal orphanage in the winter of 1910. Before long, their talents emerge: Pierrot is a piano prodigy; Rose lights up even the dreariest room with her dancing and comedy. As they travel around the city performing clown routines, the children fall in love with each other and dream up a plan for the most extraordinary and seductive circus show the world has ever seen.

Separated as teenagers, sent off to work as servants during the Great Depression, both descend into the city’s underworld, dabbling in sex, drugs and theft in order to survive. But when Rose and Pierrot finally reunite beneath the snowflakes after years of searching and desperate poverty the possibilities of their childhood dreams are renewed, and they’ll go to extreme lengths to make them come true. Soon, Rose, Pierrot and their troupe of clowns and chorus girls have hit New York, commanding the stage as well as the alleys, and neither the theater nor the underworld will ever look the same.

With her musical language and extravagantly realized world, Heather O’Neill enchants us with a novel so magical there is no escaping its spell.

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“No one else could understand what they were saying to each other,
Every word they spoke was a metaphor”

Right off the bat, I’d say The Lonely Hearts Hotel is a complex read not written for everyone. Despite the blurb indicating innocence and a pure love story, The Lonely Hearts Hotel reveals its multiple layers of complexity within its plot and characters leaving us to wonder what the heck is going on in this book.

The Lonely Hearts Hotel started out great for me, gripping me to the story pretty quickly given how HEATHER O’NEILL was indiscreet on teenage rape-induced pregnancies and the sombre situations orphanages find themselves in at the turn of Canada’s 20th century. We’re quickly introduced to two unique orphans with amazing talents in performing arts who happen to be Pierrot and Rose.

The hardships they faced while in the orphanage was insightful enough for me, if it wasn’t for the explicit content surrounding sexual harassment and sexual pleasures in general. The Lonely Hearts Hotel literally borderlined on Erotica with the sexually explicit scenes. And whilst I have nothing against the genre Erotica, I’d have appreciated an initial warning that a lot of sexual content was going to cover the first 40% of the book. That said, this book is certainly for adults and very mature young adults.

The plot itself is pretty good. I love how we got to know more of 1930’s Montreal, Canada. Rarely are historical fiction reads set in this time and place. The Great Depression was used as a setting for what was about to unfold in the two orphan’s lives. The Lonely Hearts Hotel consists of an amazing cinematic prose that makes you feel like you’re watching an obscure movie in your head, but the stiff dialogues was a bit of a turn-off for me.

We also get to read more about Pierrot and Rose’s characteristics and what drives them to be the characters they turned out to be. We see Pierrot’s decline into drugs after leaving the orphanage despite having an immense talent for the piano, and Rose’s attempt in building a life for herself after all her hardships.

O’NEILL writes female characters so well. This is one of my favourite things about The Lonely Hearts Hotel. Throughout the book, it’s pretty adamant how smart Rose in wanting something more out of her life. Her sex as a woman led her to face discrimination every day, and how relevant can we say this statement still is in today’s society? Rose’s character development was truly phenomenal in The Lonely Hearts Hotel and I’m glad that was very well written.

“Being a woman was a trap. Something would bring you down before you turned twenty-three. The only time the world shows you any favor, or cuts you any slack, is during that very brief period of courtship where the world is trying to fuck you for the first time.” 

I’d be lying if I said Pierrot and Rose’s love story did not move me. It did, in all its honesty and raw form. The relationship exhibited by them was unique in an era where men only believed women to be good for one thing only. Reading about Pierrot and Rose’s relationship growing and changing throughout the book was a pleasure, but nevertheless a heartbreaking process. The ending was something I never expected to move me, but it did. And for that, I believe The Lonely Hearts Hotel is worth a read.

“[They] would never grow old enough to understand that you only go from one hardship to another. And that the best we can hope from life is that it is a wonderful depression”

Set in a chilling but breathtaking Montreal setting, THE LONELY HEARTS HOTEL will bring you on a journey of finding love in a desperate time of hardships and desperation, in an attempt to save yourself.

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Knock on Wood Cause They Have Faces On Them: a Review of The Silent Companions by Laura Purcell

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Gothic Fiction, Historical Fiction, Horror
Publisher: Bloomsbury Publishing
Publication date: October 10th, 2017
Format: Paperback
Source: Pansing Singapore
Page Count: 384

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Inspired by the work of Shirley Jackson and Susan Hill and set in a crumbling country mansion, The Silent Companions is an unsettling gothic ghost story to send a shiver down the spine…

Newly married, newly widowed Elsie is sent to see out her pregnancy at her late husband’s crumbling country estate, The Bridge.

With her new servants resentful and the local villagers actively hostile, Elsie only has her husband’s awkward cousin for company. Or so she thinks. But inside her new home lies a locked room, and beyond that door lies a two-hundred-year-old diary and a deeply unsettling painted wooden figure – a Silent Companion – that bears a striking resemblance to Elsie herself..

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Marked as one of my favourite reads for the new year, The Silent Companions is a gothic novel not to be missed. I don’t know how you can ever prepare yourself for The Silent Companions for it is a thrilling, creepy and highly addictive gothic novel with horror elements. The Silent Companions is set in 19th century England where Elsie, our protagonist, finds herself newly widowed and with child, in an abandoned mansion inherited by her late husband. In the attic (because that’s where all horrible, haunting things and creatures normally reside) Elsie finds wooden human portraits called Silent Companions of various characters and places them around the house.

Silent Companions are actually real, and if you Google it, you’ll find an interesting read of their Dutch origins and artistry. Why anyone would want life-sized wooden portraits is beyond me.

Not to mention they’re a fire hazard.

Anyway, The Silent Companions is my second gothic fiction and I’m beginning to fall in love with this genre. The Silent Companions no doubt kept me wide awake at night as I breezed through pages seeing the companions through Elsie’s eyes and experiencing the horrors that surround them.

I’m getting goosebumps just writing this review!

Purcell writes of tantalizing ghosts embedded within wooden portraits in the perfect Victorian era to engulf us in this haunting story. We read of Elsie hearing hissing noises from the attic and odd occurrences in the mansion during her stay. After the discovery of the companions, we see many unexplained events unfolding that always, always involved the companions. They appear around the house without anyone having moved them and they observe the occupants, haunting them in their creepy, eerie way. She delivers an intense story plot that leaves us wandering at the end of the mysteries of the paranormal. 

As an ancestor’s diary reveals the mansion’s dark history, we’re taken on a wild ride alternating between 17th and 19th century England. And as the companions reveal the reason behind their existence, you’ll no doubt be taken aback by the twists and scares that are bound your way.

Elsie and the rest of the characters in The Silent Companions are written so well that you will not forget them any time soon. Including the wooden companions. Oh, especially them.

If you’re looking for something to read during Halloween or something to scare the wits out of you in a subtle, quiet way, The Silent Companions is the perfect pick.

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Review: The Frangipani Tree Mystery (Ovidia Yu)

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Genre: Crime, Historical Fiction
Publisher: Constable
Publication date: June 1st, 2017
Format: Paperback
Source: Pansing Malaysia
Page Count: 320

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First in a delightfully charming crime series set in 1930s Singapore, introducing amateur sleuth SuLin, a local girl stepping in as governess for the Acting Governor of Singapore.

1936 in the Crown Colony of Singapore, and the British abdication crisis and rising Japanese threat seem very far away. When the Irish nanny looking after Acting Governor Palin’s daughter dies suddenly – and in mysterious circumstances – mission school-educated local girl SuLin – an aspiring journalist trying to escape an arranged marriage – is invited to take her place.

But then another murder at the residence occurs and it seems very likely that a killer is stalking the corridors of Government House. It now takes all SuLin’s traditional skills and intelligence to help British-born Chief Inspector Thomas LeFroy solve the murders – and escape with her own life.

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I was pretty excited when I received The Frangipani Tree Mystery for review. I’m always on the lookout for diverse reads by diverse authors, and a crime-cum-historical fiction written by a Singaporean Chinese sounds amazing.

Throw in the fact that this was set in 1930’s Malaya/Singapore before the Japanese occupation in 1940’s, and I was hooked. The premise for this book is so interesting and unique that after reading this book, I feel like every South East Asian should read this book. Because finally we have a book that we can relate with in a historical sense!

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The Frangipani Tree Mystery is about SuLin, a Chinese Singaporean who took on the role as a nanny for the British acting governor’s daughter after the previous nanny died from a balcony fall. This book is a crime fiction as we see SuLin try to solve the murder of the nanny, alongside an additional murder that occurs afterwards.

Not only do we have a diverse main character in this book, we also have a main character that is disabled. SuLin suffers from polio and limps while she walks. But this adversity doesn’t hinder her from solving the murders at Frangipani Hill as she’s very smart and quick on her tongue. From simple beginnings as the granddaughter of a famous along to carving her own path away from traditional cultures, SuLin is a wonderful character to witness her development in this book. Her wit and resilience was wonderful to read, and I just love strong female characters.

She also takes care of Dee Dee, a 17-year-old girl who suffered irreversible brain injury. As a result, Dee Dee acts like a 7-year-old, the age she suffered the injuries, with no indication of growing in mental maturity. The struggles to care for a special-needs kid are highlighted in this book, and it was done so well in my opinion.

I honestly wished we had books like this during my primary and secondary school years. It would have been so much fun to learn about Malaya this way, because all the characters written in this book are exactly how we were taught back in school. You have the 2 main races of Malaya: Malay, Chinese and Indian. All three living harmoniously until the British came to colonize us. There was this one particular scene where a British male character was seen asking SuLin whether she trusted the Malay gardener and Indian cook. And SuLin replied that only the ang mohs (white people) wanted the locals to believe that each race was dishonest and non-trustworthy.

Let me tell you something, seeing the terrible racist things that are happening now, SuLin’s words ring truer than ever.

The accuracy in which the characters are written during that period is impeccable. I felt so much nostalgia for each South East Asian character that probably were reflective of every person my grandparents knew when they were living in Singapore in that period. You have each character that brought about a sense of belonging to how life was back then. It was representative of how simple things were back then. From the way they cooked their food, to the way they talked, and to the traditions of the Chinese and Malays highlighted in this book. Everything about The Frangipani Tree Mystery is authentic.

I must bring into light the wonder of this book for using Hokkien and Malay languages! I was so shocked to find a Malay poem inserted within the first few chapters that I squealed in delight. Small details like the type of language used and anecdotes infused in the book are what gives the book an authentic vibe.

You have SuLin preparing nasi lemak and fish curry in the book. You have an Indian cook preparing crispy , fried ikan bilis. You have the superstitions surrounding frangipani trees, or kemboja in Malay, and how they’re bad luck because they’re technically “grave flowers”.

You even have the legendary Biskut Ais Jems making an appearance in the book!

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I mean, if you never ever had these as a kid, growing up in Malaysia or Singapore, what kind of childhood did you even have???

The endless Malaya traditions included in this book are what I enjoyed the most. I’ve never read a novel that could portray and embody so well all the traditions and cultures I’ve experienced growing up.

Asides from these brilliant flashbacks, I found the plot to be alright. Nothing special that gripped my attention hard, but the adventures of SuLin and Dee Dee were enough to keep me reading until the end. The plot was a bit slow somewhere in the middle before picking up and ending a bit abruptly. But otherwise, it was a pleasure to travel to 1930’s Singapore and get inside the head of a local nanny.

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Overall, I really enjoyed this wonderful gem of a book. It is unique and needs to get out in the book industry more. The diversity and rich history portrayed in the book are what make The Frangipani Tree Mystery a brilliant read. The fact that it’s a fusion of crime and historical fiction adds brownie points to the package!

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Thank you Pansing Malaysia for providing a copy in exchange for an honest review!

Review: The Storyteller (Jodi Picoult)


Genre: Historical Fiction
Publisher: Hodder and Stoughton
Publication date: January 2, 2014
Format: Paperback
Source: Personal
Page Count: 528
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What do you do when evil lives next door? Can someone who’s committed a truly heinous act ever atone for it with subsequent good behavior? Should you offer forgiveness to someone if you aren’t the party who was wronged? And most of all – if Sage even considers his request – is it murder, or justice?

Sage Singer befriends an old man who’s particularly beloved in her community. Josef Weber is everyone’s favorite retired teacher and Little League coach. They strike up a friendship at the bakery where Sage works. One day he asks Sage for a favor: to kill him. Shocked, Sage refuses…and then he confesses his darkest secret – he deserves to die, because he was a Nazi SS guard. Complicating the matter? Sage’s grandmother is a Holocaust survivor.


“History isn’t about dates and places and wars. It’s about the people who fill the spaces between them.”

The Storyteller has got to be one of the most prominent historical fictions there is out there. This is even more beautiful than The Book Thief by Markus Zusak if I dare say so myself. Because whilst The Book Thief was narrated by Death himself, The Storyteller was from a first person account of what went through (with no doubt) during World War II in German-occupied Poland.

The Storyteller is a beautiful book and woven into it are words that will take your breath away. Stories during the Holocaust that will disturb you but you just can’t take your eyes away from the pages. Each word brought life into the survivors and victims of WWII and what tragedies occurred during that period, where most of it remained silenced within each survivor’s life.

It is the tale of redemption, forgiveness, hope, bravery, mortality and family all rolled into a huge story that questions our ability to judge those who have committed heinous crimes and how and when they should be punished. The writing itself is beautiful as always. But what attracted me was how well the characters were portrayed and how real they felt despite me not having a clear understanding of WWII. We are the generation that knows about it the least other than what was taught in our history lessons in school.

But The Storyteller goes beyond that.

It describes Auschwitz, the infamous concentration/extermination camp in Poland, in such detail in its responsibility for killing over a million Jews via its gas chambers and crematoria. I felt disturbed and sick when I read of Minka’s (Sage’s grandmother) experience living there, as if I was reading an actual survivor’s accounts of her time there. I initially didn’t know the significance of the camp doctor directing prisoners who just arrived at the camp left or right until I Google-d it and found the terrifying truth….

“That’s why we read fiction, isn’t it? To remind us that whatever we suffer, we’re not the only ones?”

Picoult’s use of words and stories symbolised how important fiction is in enabling us to survive in the toughest of times. How stories can save us from the darkest pit of hopelessness and give us strength to brave the day ahead. The book starts out with a chapter from a fictional book written by Minka, which eventually becomes a vital essence of The Storyteller. Where monsters are portrayed by men and how relevant it is throughout the ages gripped my attention and made me understand Minka’s fight for survival even more. Eventually, we see how that fiction is what saves us in the end and how stories remind us of humanity, love and hope in bleak and unforgiving times.

“The only monsters I have ever known were men.”

I love how the plot was nicely done, despite not entirely enjoying the long and draggy Part 2 of the book. Otherwise, the way Picoult transitioned between the present and the past was seamless and perfect. I truly enjoyed learning more about the Holocaust in a very detailed approach, even if at times they disturbed me more often than not. But that’s the bleak side of History, no? They make you uncomfortable as proof that it did happen and people did die.

The Storyteller is a wonderful story of how genocide destroyed the humanity of mankind, and how hope salvaged it to allow the survivors to move forward. And with stories like this, I hope more people will be more willing to read about the plights and wars in Syria, Libya and Myanmar where the Muslims are facing similar events like the Jews 80 years ago.

“Forgiving isn’t something you do for someone else. It’s something you do for yourself. It’s saying, ‘You’re not important enough to have a stranglehold on me.’ It’s saying, ‘You don’t get to trap me in the past. I am worthy of a future.”

I do highly recommend this read if you are looking for something that will tear you to pieces and make you think about the fine line between monsters and men. It is an amazing masterpiece by Picoult and truly a wonderful historical fiction work that will live long in our hearts and mind.

RATING: ★★★★☆

Have you read this book? And what did you think about it?

Review: Wolf Hollow (Lauren Wolk)

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Genre: Middle Grade, Historical Fiction
Publisher: Dutton Books
Publication date: May 3, 2016
Format: Hardcover
Source: Personal
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Growing up in the shadows cast by two world wars, Annabelle has lived a mostly quiet, steady life in her small Pennsylvania town. Until the day new student Betty Glengarry walks into her class. Betty quickly reveals herself to be cruel and manipulative, and while her bullying seems isolated at first, things quickly escalate, and reclusive World War I veteran Toby becomes a target of her attacks. While others have always seen Toby’s strangeness, Annabelle knows only kindness. She will soon need to find the courage to stand as a lone voice of justice as tensions mount.

Brilliantly crafted, Wolf Hollow is a haunting tale of America at a crossroads and a time when one girl’s resilience, strength, and compassion help to illuminate the darkest corners of our history.


“The year I turned twelve, I learned that what I said and what I did mattered. So much, sometimes, that I wasn’t sure I wanted such a burden. But I took it anyway, and I carried it as best I could.”  

Wolf Hollow is a middle grade historical fiction based in Pennsylvania, US during the second world war and focuses on the devastating impact of bullying, neglected childhood, and the importance of bravery to stand up for those unable to do so for themselves.

I fell in love with the cover of Wolf Hollow in an instant. This story had the perfect mix of 1940’s America caught between one of the most brutal wars of our time and the simple farm life that became the setting of this story.

It tells the tale of Annabelle, an 11-year old girl who comes into contact with a mean and evil-spirited girl, Betty, set on ruling her school and her life. This story gave us a complicated insight to fighting prejudice, facing conflict in the best way possible and having courage to help others when all hope seems lost.

Annabelle developed a beautiful friendship with Toby, the war veteran that eventually became the target of Betty’s torments. To see that kind of friendship develop in the most trying of times was emotionally gripping and allowed us to see that beyond appearances and judgement, each person has a story to tell. A worthy one, too. Annabelle teaches us the power of kindness, resilient and firm believe in the kindness of strangers and the good human condition that makes us the people we are today.

I love how well written this book was emotionally and plot-wise. The characters were so well presented that they were created simply for the young readers to easily identify bullies and how they create conflict in a society. How sometimes, bullies and tormentors look innocent and can spew lies against those who are odd or a bit strange.

This book is meant for middle graders but I believe it appeals for adults as well. Because sometimes, we need books with simplicity such as Wolf Hollow to remind us that prejudice has existed for the longest of time. And only kindness and bravery can endure it.

“And I decided that there might be things I would never understand, no matter how hard I tried. Though try I would. And that there would be people who would never hear my one small voice, no matter what I had to say. But then a better thought occurred, and this was the one I carried away with me that day: If my life was to be just a single note in an endless symphony, how could I not sound it out for as long and as loudly as I could?”

I would recommend Wolf Hollow for all lovers of To Kill a Mockingbird (Harper Lee) and Pax (Sara Pennypacker)! They have similar vibes to Wolf Hollow and this book will leave you in emotional heartbreak at what awaits you at the end of the book.

RATING: ★★★★★

Have you read this? What did you think about it? 🙂

Review: The Ballroom (Anna Hope)


Genre: Historical Fiction
Rating: ★★★★★
Publisher: McClelland & Stewart
Publication date: September 6, 2016
Format: Hardback
Source: Personal
Page Count: 320
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By the acclaimed author of WAKE:

Where love is your only escape ….

1911: Inside an asylum at the edge of the Yorkshire moors,
where men and women are kept apart
by high walls and barred windows,
there is a ballroom vast and beautiful.
For one bright evening every week
they come together
and dance.
When John and Ella meet
It is a dance that will change
two lives forever.

Set over the heatwave summer of 1911, the end of the Edwardian era, THE BALLROOM is a tale of unlikely love and dangerous obsession, of madness and sanity, and of who gets to decide which is which.


There is only one way to describe this book: Breathtaking.

This is why I love reading historical fictions, they have this air of mystery and a bit of a paranormal aspect because of its time frame. But I’m glad to say this book is not as creepy or disturbing as one might associate asylums with. Yes, it was based in a Yorkshire asylum where the patients’ mental states are described in detail. But never was it made to turn you off at the idea of them. Rather, it made me feel close with the characters and everything that surrounds them.

“Why? What way are you?”

“Oh. All wrong,” said Clem with a brief smile. “I’m all wrong.”

This book was brilliantly written, in a way that haunts you. In a way that makes you repeatedly think of the characters and the evil that lurks in the medicine field back in the days where doctors felt superior to everyone else.The plight they made in the early century was horrifying, how they could easily think they deserve to make the choices for all mankind.

And the not running was a pain all over her body. But the pain of leaving was worse. And she was caught and pulled between the two…

There was a disturbing scene where a doctor made the observation that a women who reads too much will be prone to insanity as she is not fulfilling her nurturing duties. God, I can’t imagine living in such misogynistic situations where what you read is dictated by someone else.

The plot was alright, but as historical fiction goes, it isn’t the best part. The writing and the historical portrayal usually is.

How terrible it must be to be old! To have nothing pleasant or exciting ahead, only the contemplation of a past that may or may not have been what you had wished.

I also love the characters 3-POV narrative: John, Ella and Charles (the doctor). The book alternates between the three giving us a good glimpse into Sharshton Asylum. We see how they struggle in keeping their sanity in check, and craving for the freedom that has been denied to them. The romance that stemmed between John and Ella is so brilliantly written that it will keep you on your toes because you just don’t know what to expect next.

He did not need a war to come and remake the world; in her he could be made new…

The ending is heartbreaking as most historical fictions go. They are an accurate resemblance of the harsh reality of life and how it was truly difficult back then to be mentally unfit in a society of so many self-righteousness. This book questions morality, insanity and how subjective it can be, and also love and is consequences to freedom.

I urge you to read this haunting, beautiful tale of two souls and what kept them apart. The Ballroom is a story that stays with you long after you’ve reached the last page…

Review: The Museum of Extraordinary Things (Alice Hoffman)

Genre: Historical Fiction

Rating: ★★★


Coralie Sardie is the daughter of the sinister impresario behind The Museum of Extraordinary Things, a Coney Island boardwalk freak show that thrills the masses. An exceptional swimmer, Coralie appears as the Mermaid in her father’s “museum,” alongside performers like the Wolfman, the Butterfly Girl, and a one-hundred-year-old turtle. One night Coralie stumbles upon a striking young man taking pictures of moonlit trees in the woods off the Hudson River.

The dashing photographer is Eddie Cohen, a Russian immigrant who has run away from his father’s Lower East Side Orthodox community and his job as a tailor’s apprentice. When Eddie photographs the devastation on the streets of New York following the infamous Triangle Shirtwaist Factory fire, he becomes embroiled in the suspicious mystery behind a young woman’s disappearance and ignites the heart of Coralie. Continue reading